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Originally Posted by eggplantlife
So ashamed. I drank again. I am going to stop. I gotta figure out a new way of helping with my depression or whatever I am going through. I gotta too!!!! This is crazy!!!!! 9 years like this. I gotta believe but I'm very angry And the whole point of this journey I took was to get rid if my anger!
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If it's been 9 years, maybe this is something you will need some help with. You've already reached out to us here. That's a first step. You acknowledge there's a problem and you have the desire to want to stop. Don't be ashamed. These problems are so very hard to deal with! Most people, if not all, need help to take steps in the right direction. One of the hardest things may be actually seeking the help you need. I wish you the strength to reach out wherever it is that you need to. You are a good person and deserve better!