Hi thanks so much for replying. I saw my doc this past friday and she felt all was going well. but just today it was like agoraphobia or something. Im so down - im battling this and i feel so alone - i live with a wonderful partner but unfortunately has no understanding at all - i was told to try harder today (and everyday). When ur stuck in fear I know u have to push urself - but i am doing that - I just dont know what to do - i feel even my relationship is disintegrating.