I just feel so damn awake. Been spending money like no tomorrow. I looked at my bank account and it is not as bad as I'd thought it'd be, but hell I was scared to look hahaha. But damn I am addicted to buying clothes sometimes and I haven't had a shopping spree like that since last year when I hit depression, and that really sucked.
My appetite..what appetite? Hahaaha. It's so random lately. I haven't been eating right since my lack of sleep. I've just came back from leave and I realised that not even a 5pm to 11pm could tire me out. End up going to bed at 2am something and waking at 6am. Feeling refreshed. Which is funny as I had weeks of sleeping for 10+ hours. Just what is this. I haven't changed anything to change my sleeping pattern Hahaha.
On a side note when I was feeling better from my depression, I didn't really feel the need to get my medication straight away, so I was feeling sick for over a week and throwing up and head zappy. I'm on my meds again now. The meds withdrawal is gone, but the pattern is still there. Is there any good remedies for sleep? Like home remedies as I don't want to take any sleeping pills. Just I have no idea why I am posting this, but I just feel the NEED to post something. At least asking for some tips. For your information I am waiting for an DX. I feel kinda awkward to post in the other forums so I thought this was best suited.
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