I've been struggling with depression and self-esteem issues all my life. It's been really bad over the last few months, and I have had many, many episodes of breaking down, crying, etc. My husband has been very supportive but now I'm sensing that he is sick of me and my pathetic woe-is-me attitude. He just wants a reasonable, normal wife who doesn't get hysterical at the drop of a hat. I know it's not fair to dump it all on him all the time, but I can't seem to help it when something triggers me, I fall into a pit and can't stop myself. It happened last night again and today he seems distant and annoyed. I kept saying I'm sorry, I'm such a mess and he said, oh stop saying that. This is making me feel worse than ever.