Thanks for the support guys.

I braved up for better or for worse and emailed my pdoc about my adhd sotuatiom (basically hes ignoring it and refusinf to treat it and wants me to tough it out because ive gotten good grades in the past) so i mentioned the limited drug experimeentation in college ( ot really was limited compared to my classmated) and told him i had tried adderall 20mg for a while and that it was the most normal i had ever felt and that was thee one finals period i dodnt go manic because i was calm. I dont know what he'll make of my message or if ill get to change from metformin to a stimulant but i figured it was worth a shot. Mu main goal thougj was not to get on a stimulant but to have my adhd addressed at all. He wont even put me on strattera because he thinks its a stimulant. Well its an snri and ive been on effexor an snri and been just fine in the past.

And yeah for lenovo, they have some really good computers. Mine will just be mid range but it is i7 with a terrabyte hard drive, so thats nice. Thw screen res is supposed to be pretty good too and the keyboard has a number pad which i could really use for all i do in excel.