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I am so sorry that you are suffering like this. I don't know how true it is that time heals all wounds, but I hope it will be youfor you. In the meantime, take care of yourself and let yourself grieve. The loss of someone to whom you felt close is really, really big. Our society doesnt really give people the time they need to heal, we want everyone to be over it. The only solution is to make that time for yourself. If someone really cares about you they will listen. Or post here, because people here are very supportive.
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