Hi Idontknow, I'm really sorry you're feeling like that
But just like the others have said, try to give us a bit longer, hey??
I'm guessing that it was a really big thing for you to start posting, and you probably had a lot of mixed feelings about it.......fear, anxiety, hope........and it must have taken a lot of courage. So I completely get how "let down", disillusioned, maybe "rejected" and feeling devalued you might feel when you haven't had as much response as you'd have hoped but that honestly doesn't mean that people haven't listened, haven't cared. Please don't take the lack of responses personally.
It just may take a bit more time for more people to get to know you, to notice, and to really show you that they've listened/they're listening and that they've cared/they care.
But you........you have been doing amazing, you have been bridging that gap, you have been reaching out. So please don't stop, it has been a massive step. And in time you can be talking to a lot more listening and caring people on here, you're not alone.
Just stick with us, hey???

Alison