Not feeling well, physically or emotionally. My anxiety has really kicked in the past few days. It is hardly surprizing really as I'm still waiting on the official letter giving me 3 months notice from my job. I've also "created" a scenario where my T will drop me at our next session. I don't have any reason to believe this, other than my last T dropped me at this stage. I can't shake the feeling that it will happen and it seems like I'm watching the situation play out again and again and again. There's other stuff that I don't want to write about too.