I keep switching from fem to male to fem to male and back all day long. Only good thing about it is I come out of denial real fast! Lolol.

It's tiring. I get into a personality, and it's like I'm at home at last then wham, everything changes, repeat. I've had gender issues since forever. I'm fem strong over male, but then again, I am male strong over female! Ugh.

Just a thought causes a switch, even the mention of an alters name effects a switch. Changing through several in a moment is like electro-shock!. I've got like 10 main alters at the moment that I switch too. When No one, who is genderless and emotionally neutral comes up front, I get some peace.

Sometimes I'm afraid my teens are going to give me a heart attack! A few of them have ADHD, at least it feels like it. Thankful I quit smoking, at least to physically keep up for a second.

I'd love to be different, but this exactly isn't it!