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Old Apr 12, 2015, 10:38 PM
viante viante is offline
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Alright, around the time when I was 15-16 I had fallen into a severe depression, a lot of things were going bad in my life (if you wish to know the details on that, see my introduction post). And around that time I just stopped dreaming, completely. Shortly after I stopped dreaming I started having these six nightmares that just kept reoccurring. They did not reoccur every night, there were some times where I had a nightmare every day for a week, and there were other times where I'd have one nightmare then for a week or two I just had no dreams at all before having another nightmare. These nightmares were usually extremely vivid and detailed, and despite the fact that I lost the ability to feel emotions in real life, I can feel some emotions in these nightmares.

I'm now almost 24, I've escaped all the bad things that had been going on in my life and am no longer depressed. My life is on a great path now. However, I still do not dream and I still have 5/6 of these nightmares on a seemingly random basis.

These nightmares concern me, I often wake up feeling depressed, upset, worthless, helpless, or afraid after having one of them and these feelings cling to me throughout most of the day. Two of the nightmares even leave me with suicidal thoughts and urges for a little while after waking up. I am not suicidal anymore, I overcame that two years ago, I should not be having those thoughts or urges. Yet some of these dreams bring that back, and that scares me a little.


I am going to post all five reoccurring nightmares here, in one topic, so that I do not spam the dreams subforum with five different topics. I will use trigger tags so that this topic remains neat and not a giant wall of text. If this dream contains a trigger, I will also mention it before the tag just so there's no confusion. However, for safety's sake, assume they all contain a trigger because I am not sure what would trigger people, and none of them end well.

While I am posting all five here, I am not asking any individual person to actually read all five. That would be a very long read since they are all kinda lengthy. If you'd like to read more then one, that's awesome, go ahead. But if you'd like to help I'm perfectly happy with you reading just one and giving me your thoughts on that. An interpretation, some feedback on why these nightmares won't go away, or some way to make them stop would be great. In the end, I just want to make them stop because they are making me feel terrible the day after and are interfering with my life. I have tried lucid dreaming, and it did not help or work. (incase someone was going to recommend that)


These are posted in order of concern, the ones near the top concern me the most as they have the worst effects after I wake up. Ones near the bottom concern me the least, because the aftereffects of those do not mess me up too much, but they still concern me.

Thank you for your time.

Perfect World:
Possible trigger:


Escape: !!Trigger warning!!
Possible trigger:


The lost Children !!Trigger Warning!!
Possible trigger:


The Final Boss:
Possible trigger:


The Hero
Possible trigger:
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