I sent him a semi-fiery email (it was more assertive than fiery) saying that i really need my adhd addressed and that i now know that syrattera is an snri like effexor which i have been on and not had any problems with. I also braved up and told him that i have used adderall during a prefinals period in college back when i was still experimenting with drugs and that period was the most normal i had ever felt and the only time i didnt go manic/hypomanic during finals week. I dont know what he will make of that. I also emphasized that i am not seeking out a particular drug i just want my symptoms addressed rather than just swept under the rug and i think hes being unnecessarily cautious. I almost never get manic. I spend most of my time depressed. And i am not semsotive to anu drug class including stimulants as far as i know.
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Diagnoses: Bipolar I, GAD, binge eating disorder (or something), substance abuse, and ADHD.
“No great mind has ever existed without a touch of madness.” ― Aristotle
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