I'm going to keep this short, but my life has been really stressful lately. My OCD makes me crazy, and dealing with the kittens (for those who don't know, my female cat got pregnant when she got outside before we could fix her), who are very wild (and adorable), it's all too much sometimes. On top of everything, my bed is covered in so much stuff, I don't even have room for me, really. I'm on it right now, but I'm pushed to the very edge. When I sleep, it's very uncomfortable and I'm in danger of falling off. If that happens, OCD issues big time. My boyfriend and I planned to do something about it, but then I was hit with vertigo, and couldn't fully function. I'm better (not perfect) now, but I've got things to do, *and* I've started my period. So didn't need that. I thought of going out to my car and sleep, but my boyfriend is worried the neighbors will see. First of all, that's not likely. It's nighttime and the seat would be down. Two, who cares? I see my pdoc today. Guess I'll discuss it with him, but really, nothing to be done until I can get the outside of my room cleaned up, so we can get some bins to put the stuff in, and not buy more. I can't even find peace in my bed. This is ridiculous!