I am so tired. I started taking lithium, and am titrating off of Seroquel. I am having difficulty speaking, writing, reading. Really any basic cognitive task is challenging. It is becoming more clear that I am really a useless creature, and no I am not even useful to my family. I know I have more to say, but my mind is empty. I don't think I am having a good reaction to the medication. Eh, oh well maybe it will give me an excuse for entering oblivion.
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