Oh my!! No, it's not 9 years of drinking! It's 9 years of bad things happening in my life. It's 9 years of being in hell life with very little grateful things that was allowed to be in my life. The drinking was only week and half or 2 weeks. I wrote about it because it is not my normal thing for me. I couldn't stop. I didn't know ehat was happening. I stopped yesterday. I am sorry for all the misunderstanding because i wasn't clear in my writing.