I got my feelings hurt, which hasn't happened in I can't remember how long. I've always just delt with it with internal ranty anger/frustration or a don't care/block it all out attitude. So I haven't actually felt like this in a while. It sucks, but I wonder if it's an improvement over pure flat depression, which is where I usually sit.

I'm annoyed that it happened before my first day of treatment because I have other things to worry about today and now this is distracting me. I was so excited to go and now I feel blah.