this time of year always makes me more anxious. every May the bottom seems to fall out from under us in one way or another. i face the month with total dread. last year i was really into church and prayer and prayed my way through it, but i am just not in that same place anymore, for better or worse. i don't know how i will get through it this year. i just pray for the status quo to stay the same. no more changes.
as the weather gets warmer it triggers my anxiety. i think i have the opposite of SAD where people get more down and anxious in winter. summer does it for me.