Hi IDM,
I'm sorry you're struggling
But I know things are really hard for you, and if "day's" aren't working for you right now, who says it has to be measured in days?? Considering how hard things are, let's do hours instead!!!
And sometimes when things are real tough, 14......16......20......hours can be a massive achievement AND something you SHOULD really be giving yourself credit for!!!!
And you know, maybe you can start trying to push it more to 26.......27.......28.......hours.
And don't forget you have had zero's running into each other before, which have run into one's.......two's......and longer!!! You can do it, maybe not right now, maybe not today (???) but you can do it.
And some more help with the depression??? That seriously can't be helping, any chance I could persuade you to see your T/pdoc???



Alison

P.S You know I'm not going to miss an opportunity like this but.........

Name change!!! Name change!!! Name change!!! If you want any more ideas........