I hope your son is in good health now. I know you are all tied up in your responsibilities. Being in light does elevate the mood a little. If you wish to be Miss Sunshine, you better step out. Meet people, socialize a little. Helps a lot. Secondly, for the back and neck pain. There are lot many medicines out there that can sort you out. I like Vednari liminent by Prakruti JiyoFresh for my back pain. It works like magic and I get sorted within seconds. Try it. Keep us posted dear