Hey everyone,

I have lupus, fibro, RA and a host of other medical problems. The doctor says there is really nothing left that they can do. All the meds have ruined my liver. My husband wants me to start planning and getting on a payment plan for my funeral. Is that weird? I feel like if we do that then the end is near but his reasoning is that I would have a say so in everything and we can get on a payment plan so that when the time comes everything will be paid for and easier on him and the kids. I just don't know about it.

I have a migraine today and could not leave my bed. I called the neuro doc because I also have a cyst on the back of my head that they are watching and he told me to take my meds and stay in bed. I just feel useless doing that.

Is it weird to start planning for a funeral that could take place next week or in 5 years. I just don't know.