I hate to be all negative and **** but whatever is wrong me has just gotten worse with age. My last whatever it was was the worst episode I've ever had. My last depression was about four months long but way intense (I lost about twenty pounds). So, for me anyway, I'm just getting worse, and nothing all that stressful has even happened in my life recently. When some **** really does hit the fan I'm worried I'm going to have another detachment from reality episode, only it'll become permanent..