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Originally Posted by Annaflower
suicide ISN'T the answer, it really really isn't. you are in an awful place right now but it won't last for ever, it will get better; this is only a blip and you'll come out of the darkness.
however you need the right support to be able to do this. are you seeing a therapist and on meds?
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a blip that lasted 17 years? this is eternal torment
as for a therapist..i am not seeing any..and i don't want to ask any family member to fork over the money cause i already feel useless/worthless enough..i don't want to look/feel even weaker
i also quite my meds 4 months ago because they were making me feel indifferent toward everything
i am trying to accept my depression/anxiety and raise my dopamine levels without relaying on any chemicals..but i reached my limit..i am lost