Thanks for the article. It was interesting. I too believe changes are made up of baby steps, I just seem to be stuck regarding what exactly to do and what exactly I'm willing to do. Im going to be discharged (finally) this week and I have an appt w my therapist next week. I guess a small step I'm willing to do, and granted it's really small, but im willing to have a discussion regarding possible inpatient treatment and listen with an open mind, not just my screwed up ED brain. Im also going to make a sincere attempt to cut down on my pacing bc a) it's driving everyone crazy and b) it's probably nothing great for me right now. Does that seem reasonable? Does that seem like enough?