so yesterday at t, she was talking to a little. really pushing for memories of what happened. my little was trying to dissociate in trance. didnt want to be there or answer all these questions. t kept pushing for details. i kept seeing the face of my abuser. i went to work and my whole day canceled on me and i was killing time waiting for my 4 oclock appt. i felt my little getting really angry inside, so mad she was ready to explode. so i started writing so she could express how she felt. she was mad at t for making her talk about that stuff, she doesnt want to remember. she wrote she was so mad that it made her sick. and suddenly i became very ill. my head was spiining and i wanted to puke. i was totally lost. i had to cancel the client i was waiting all day for. i was in and out driving home and almost got into an accident. i felt like ****. my head was pounding. today is no better. i just overall feel like crap. i called in sick and stayed in bed half the day and didnt want to get out. i dont know how to get to feeling better. has this happened to anyone else. getting physically ill from an upset little?