Hello I am new here so sorry in advance if this post is a bit weird as I am still getting used to the site.

I have been diagnosed with Depression(major), GAD, social anxiety and OCD(severe) but recently my psychologist has mentioned that I may have BPD as well. He keeps saying I have traits of BPD but isn't saying much more which is kind of making me stressed. I did one of the test things on here and scored 43 and I will try and describe some of the things I am dealing with.
I have a lot of mood swings and I often get very angry at people particularly when they are leaving, I often disassociate, I never feel connected to anything and I always feel very empty and bored in a way like I just can't seem to find something inside of me and there is nothing there. I will do and say a lot of things to try and make people like me or if I think it will make them stick around and I will often tell people (sometimes ones I have just met) very personal details even though I don't trust them. I have a lot of trouble trusting anyone actually but at the same time I will often think someone is absolutely amazing and the best in the world and then I will start to hate them for no reason. I also don't feel real almost all the time and I don't feel like I am a person like I don't think there is a me if that makes sense. I have never been in a relationship (I am 17) but that is because of my many OCD issues but I do often long for one as I am always lonely. I don't have many friends and I am always worried they will leave me if I do or say something wrong.



Also I am not sure if I used the trigger thing right but I thought I should put it on in case