I hate that what I just wrote is apart of schizophrenia. I NEED people to help me with taking care of myself because I told my pdoc that I'm starting to not care anymore. Then I think the complete opposite.
There will be war.
I want to leave. This isn't a palace when I've been here for two months. It's prison. They get *****y when I don't go to a group and rub it in my face. **** you! It's NOT in my control. The nurses rub it in my face. They hate their jobs and act like it too.
Also, sorry to hear about your mom blue bird. I can only guess how you feel and even that is ten times less.
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