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Old Apr 14, 2015, 07:40 PM
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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate View Post
I hate that what I just wrote is apart of schizophrenia. I NEED people to help me with taking care of myself because I told my pdoc that I'm starting to not care anymore. Then I think the complete opposite.

There will be war.

I want to leave. This isn't a palace when I've been here for two months. It's prison. They get *****y when I don't go to a group and rub it in my face. **** you! It's NOT in my control. The nurses rub it in my face. They hate their jobs and act like it too.

Also, sorry to hear about your mom blue bird. I can only guess how you feel and even that is ten times less.


I know what you mean. **** hospitals, seriously. I don't go unless it's an absolute last resort. They're all ****ing incompetent losers who for the most part don't even do their ****ing jobs.

I never went to groups that often when I was hospitalized either. They thought this was me being a non compliant mental patient when DUH, part of my diagnosis means I don't exactly want to sit around with a group of people for an hour or whatever. I just want to be alone with my thoughts when my schizophrenia flares up. I don't talk to anyone, nor do I want to.

I hate hospitals.