had a terrible day at work. cried there. texted T 5,000 times. just felt terrible. when T finally saw all my texts he was like omg... i felt bad for spamming his phone i told him i m crazy and irrational. he said its ok and you are not crazy. i dont know why i have been feeling so depressed. i hate it. it consumes me when i feel this way. a customer complained abt me at work. then my boss kind of liek reprimanded me. i just wanted to die. i took a prn at work and i started to feel better eventually. they let me go early. i sent T a really long email. im feeling a bit better now but still feel kinda sad. i hope this passes soon. i cant be doing this