Still struggling. Ate more today than I have in the past 4 days, and that wasn't much. I saw my t today and we talked about what might have played into this relapse. Didn't have the chance to talk about other treatment options. I have looked into the McCallum Place in St. Louis and my insurance covers 80% at all levels of care. In some ways I wish this relapse would have come when I first went on medical leave. I could be almost done with treatment if it was an IOP. Now that I am going back to work, I am going to have to wait and see how my wrist handles things and whether or not I will be able to stay at this job. I don't know if I am going to be able to overpower ED mind tomorrow and eat breakfast and lunch and a snack. I could use good vibes for that.