Thank you i should mention i forgot a few things i have been in hospital a few times because i had psychotic symptoms which were mostly thinking people were going to hurt me and hearing things and there are a few others which i don't know how to explain. but i do get quite paranoid about things and i cant stand being alone either. Also i have had these feelings for a while but i have been reluctant to speak to my psychologist about it because i was kind of embarrassed, not to mention i have a huge fear of hospitals and whenever i am there i often end up lying to get myself out not because i want to but i was nearly sectioned and put on a court order and i cant have that happen. i never feel stable though and i cant see to keep my mind in one place and i have looked up the criteria and i do think i fit it i also took the test on this website and got a score of 43 the only thing is that one of the criteria is something like do you binge eat, gamble, drive recklessly, engage in reckless sexual acts and some other things and it says you need 2 or more of those things and i certainly binge eat but some of the things i would never be able to do due to my age and my OCD but i do other things i guess that might fit into that category. also i have tried to ignore all of this but i cant and i feel horrible all the time and i guess i just want someone to give me an answer be cause my psych is being so vague and it is making me nervous.