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Originally Posted by lolagrace
My gut reaction is that it isn't your T you didn't seem connected with. You seem very disconnected from yourself from what you wrote.
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You're usually right about me but I'm not sure what you mean. How can someone be disconnected from themselves? Thank you, Lola.
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Originally Posted by growlycat
Hopefully for us both, that black and white state shifts back to light gray soon. I hate feeling disconnected from T. I don't know about you, but I start to get panicky that I have to fix it NOW.
Has your T ever been willing to talk about how you see yourself physically? With some T's I feel like there are certain subjects they are not interested in touching but i don't know why. I can't remember if your T ever had a eating disorder? I just remember how slim you said she was.
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Thanks, growly. Yes, I panic. That's why I emailed my T twice and sent photos right after my session. I want to fix it now, just like you said. She might not answer me until Thursday but I wanted to explain how I felt. I can't do the "sit with your feelings" thing.
No, my T told me once that she doesn't have an ED. She's just thin. If I lost 25 or 30 pounds I'd be at a good weight, but I can't do it.
It makes me feel vulnerable to talk about it with my T.