oops i forgot again. i always feel worthless as well and i often fight with people and i dont really ever feel like people love me even if they say it 100 times i never feel like they do and most of the time i feel everything so intensely that it goes numb and i cant feel anything but at the same time i feel everything. i can never make up my mind and i am always feeling 5 different emotions at any given time and i dont have hopes or dreams or likes or dislikes or know what i really want to do which i guess is somewhat normal at my age but i just feel like nothing and so empty all the time and i really dont know how to explain it and i have probably forgot a bunch of other things but i think i am going to stop there.