Update: I have clarification. Not because I asked him, because he posted it on social media. I read into everything (but to be fair, everything he used to describe her could describe me as well so...I'm not totally out there). I have decided to find another stylist...obviously that's best, probably should have done it a while ago.

But that just goes back to the original issue: I just want to be normal. And instead, I'm sitting here talking about the one thing in my life that I cannot navigate without being delusional. It's embarrassing, and it breaks my heart into little pieces. Takes something away from me every time.