I'm so sorry your hurting MK.

Attachment can be so painful, especially when we become attached to the wrong people.


That's the whole reason I suggested you attempt to talk to him, or email him, to clear the muddy water, so you know where you stand before the attachment grows and the reading into everything spirals, because this has been my best weapon against this particular monster.


I do understand however, that this is not an option for you as you have articulated your reasoning, I'm just trying to clarify why I'd rather risk so much beforehand.


You'll get through this, just remember to be kind to yourself and to try and use healthy distractions to help you get by.


I'm thinking of you.