{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Mary Alice}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
The way I see it is that in your life there are only 2 people who count. You and Alex. The rest of them are vampires sucking you dry. I am so angry at your mother and your husband.

You have a right to be happy. You have a right to be well. You have a right to be loved and cared for no matter how bad things get for you. If those around you are denying you those rights then you have a right to go find others who will give the level of love and support that you give them.

But put that aside right now. Those thoughts are to big at this point. I beg you please don't go looking for a second job. Get you paycheck and keep your money. If your husband wants money for beer and cigs he can get his own job. You need to rest. You need to recover. It is unfair for you to have to shoulder this burden alone. You are a precious soul who gives so much and deserves more then you think you do.
Take care Dear One,
Carrie <font color="purple">