Darling T -

Yesterday was hard.
It was so much.
It hurt.
I hurt.
You were great.
Except when you walked out of the room to take care of something and I had an attack because you were gone.
I didn't realize I needed your presence so much.
You promptly returned and attended to me.
I feel safe with you.
The only place I feel safe.
Is with you.
I'm still in pain.
I'm trying my hardest.

~EM

PS: It's exhausting and I don't want to try anymore...