I know you struggle with loneliness and depression. I'm glad that you come here and join us. Many others here have the same problem. Making friends and keeping them in these days and times is tough, but don't give up.

I only have one friend but even I feel lonely at times because she has other things that occupy her time. Sometimes I even feel some jealousy toward her grandkids because they get so much of her attention. And sometimes she's just not there for me when I need her to be. I met her through work.

Getting out and meeting more people raises your chances of finding a friend. I know that this is hard to do when you are feeling depressed. But keep trying. I just know that you would make an awesome friend. I hope you find someone soon, but meanwhile keep in touch here.