I know I said to ignore the first message, but this morning, I'm again thinking I really need to tell you how hard this is to do alone...
I'm mad at myself for only feeling safe to do this in your presence. I know I need to find safety outside of your office, but I have no idea how to do that. Everything I try fails.
I alternately over- or under-estimate my ability to cope, so maybe just smile and nod? (and maybe say we can do the really hard stuff together?)
Feel free to hate me...
~t.w.o.