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Originally Posted by Trippin2.0
That's the whole reason I suggested you attempt to talk to him, or email him, to clear the muddy water, so you know where you stand before the attachment grows and the reading into everything spirals, because this has been my best weapon against this particular monster.
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I just didn't know what to say, you know? "Hi, I like the stuff you're posting on Instagram. Is it about me? Thanks, bye."
Anything I could have written just sounded weird to me. I think I can just chalk it up to don't read into things, ever. Because it has always, always gotten me into trouble.
I'm okay, really. I'm pretty sad; I do feel like I've lost something. Which is so stupid. But I liked talking to him, and he did a great job on my hair. I will miss him. But on the other hand, I no longer have a distraction from what is important to me, and that is my degree. My long-term goal is to move out of state, which wouldn't have happened if I were with someone who lives here, who is attached to here because they have a child who lives here. So it's not like I feel lost and have nothing. I just feel sad, and a little mad at myself for going on this ride yet again.