I realize this as well. The other issue is just as complicate. I'm sure she does not "love" me, her lack of support and empathy shows that. But she does what little she has to because she does not work. So we stay together forsake of the kids and to keep a house for them. Our marriage if you want to call it that, is for convenience. I really would not like to see the kids loose the house, she does not work and of course I would be painted the bad guy abandoning them.Their mother would make it a point to show them how once again it is all my fault and because I can't face my problems I run away. I fear the kids will hate me. So it's pretty much damned if I do and damned if I don't. I just wish the lamacital would kick in but I'm still in the first 2 weeks of 25mgs and don't expect much at these low dosages. My other pdoc suggested I weed off the wellbutrin as she thinks it may be contributing to my anxiety and irritability. I hate to give it up because it fights my fatigue pretty well even if it does nothing for my depression or anxiety. I may have to try that though. It really seems like a no win situation for me and that has caused some very negative kind of thinking. I see no light at the end of this tunnel. I realize I am not the only one in a situation like this, and was hoping to hear what others in similar situations have done. All I do is work I have one day off and she may be works one day part time at the school, some times 2-3 days. My moods are all over the place. Up, down, angry, irritable, and very depressed at times. I think you know where this is going without me having to say it. I just want the pain to stop.