everything essential has evaporated from my mind. I don't know if I can, well you know, live. my family has nothing to offer me. All of them see that dealing with me is a "damned if they, damned if they don't" scenario. Had a talk with my brother today and could barely talk about anything of importance. We used to have incredible conversations. I used to keep up in the conversation. Now, I'm pathetically silent. I just don't know what to do :/