Hello,

Thank you for taking the time to peek at this.
Here's my situation, started dating a guy almost a month, And I might be falling too hard.

Notice the title "the fixer" if he is that I need to break away now or it will be devastating for me.

You see, I'm recovering from a Glioblastoma of the spine, I've been in hospital/recovery for 7 months had to relearn how to walk, and diagnosed me with bipolar too!!...
That's like the third time I've ever said that..... In away it was refreshing, it answered so many questions why I am the way I am..
This post will sound very typical to other ones here I'm sure, girl doesn't think she's good enough for guy.
But I have an expiration date!

Anyways he holds me like he's never going to let go of me, I've been wanting this for so long. Just someone to hold. He's handsome, educated, funny, patient, he has a professional job.

So why date me?? The chances the THING coming back are very high and I'm not that mentally stable. I even tried starting a fight with him because I'm Korean and accused him of being a creepy, you know the guy that has a thing for Asians... Really it's creepy.. But then found out I was the first one..

So can you just put his shoes on for a moment and ask yourself are you with her because she's sick, and you're just too nice to leave.
What would you do?.
I know I couldn't deal with dating someone as broken as I am. And I'm kinda needy too.

I would rather leave and be alone than have someone feel sorry for me, or go another couple months then be destroyed by him leaving.

.. Thank you for listening!