I go to a day program in which members are not very welcoming and I think it's all because I brought a bad reputation to myself. I think I act negatively, dominant, a suck up, a hermit and a gossiper, but I want to unlearn those old broken behavior patterns and start being more likeable. Because apparently, my attitude is not working. Especially one a staff in particular. She always acts stuck up around me, and it's hard to be myself when I feel I have to put a mask to hide my true personality. I just want to be honest with my feelings and have confidence to speak my mind.