i was outside smoking and my next door neighbor came up to me and told me that there was a fist fight in front of our apartments on the 6th (i must have been at work) . also she said there were kids picking up and messing with my package i had delivered a few weeks ago. i noticed it was hidden behind my cig butt bucket and i thought the ups man did that. but my neighbor told me she did it cuz she saw those kids playing with it and told them to go away. now i am terribly anxious. i took a prn just now. i dont want ot get paranoid but those things are unsettling. i love my apartment but the location is just not safe. i HATE feeling unsafe.

also this bagger man atw ork that is basically sexually harassing me said something really gross and sexual to me at work and i finally spoke up and told him tostop but he just laughed. i am proud of myself for telling him to stop but he doesnt care. other than that i had a good day at work.

i hope the prn settles my nerves. i can already feel the paranoia creeping in