i have a tendency to be passive and not speak up when i feel violated. its a pattern in my life. so i felt good that i told him to stop even though he just laughed. T said that it is sexual harassment. he said he was proud of me for saying stop. we have talked about this man before and T urged me to say something to him but i was too scared. but i finally did say something. i dont know how to get this man to stop doing these things. he also touches me a lot.

im waiting for the prn to kick in. i feel scared. im trying to tell myself that i am safe and there is no danger right now. im calling myself stupid for thinking moving here would make me feel safer.