your t is horrible and unethical. if you told her that she should have admitted you to the hospital. it is the law. if you are still in this state, go to the emergency room for help. if not, do anything and everything for a distraction. i personally would pay the 8bucks to get on netflicks and pick a series and marathon watch every episode there is. something funny of course. that will pass a lot of time away. i hope you can keep yourself safe.