You are feeling rejected by both Ts, aren't you? I can totally understand that!! I still feel that you can make it work with CBT t if you talk with him in session about how he hurt you. So I hope you go back! I'm sorry T1 didn't want to help. I know that must have stung! 20 minutes every 2 weeks isn't enough. I agree. Please stay safe and maybe rethink the cancelations. I wish I had some better advice. Sending lots of hugs.