It's something that I struggle with. I don't want to open up to everyone but it takes me a long time to get comfortable with people. I just recently moved and I don't really have anyone in my life right now that I'm close to since my previous friendships/relationships are changing and I haven't found someone here who I feel like I can confide in. My T serves that role for me right now but I don't want to become dependent on her as I know it won't last forever.