My boyfriend is a few months younger and not as mature. I'm 18 and had to mature more. But he is amazing with one catch, he's very pushy about sex and sexual things. Whereas I'm not very turned on by guys. If it's unprotected I ask him to stop after a little because it's a stupid idea. But it takes me pushing him off or holding him away to have him stay pulled out. Thankfully I'm stronger so he's only gone back in a few times. But he doesn't listen to no or stop until I get pissed off. Now he said we can stop having sex, and he'll stop being so pushy. But he has said this before. And he tries to push my head down for head, but I don't like that. He also pulls my chin very hard for a kiss, even in huge crowds. Which I can't do. And he clearly gets annoyed but denies it.

One more thing. Prom night. I said I didn't want to have sex. and then that night I got drunk, and apparently consented to sex, and he left huge hickies. Claims I said " Ah **** it". But who listens to a DRUNK GIRL. He should have respected me. Of course he begged for head and for some reason, I gave it. I hate to leave such a good person, but I am afraid to sleep with him again, that things will get worse. He'll get stronger, or idk. Is this assault.