Hey, I somehow seemed to relate to your story. I'm a girl and have a crush on a girl too at the moment and I was also raised with religious views (in my case, Christian), and when I realized I had my first girl crush when I was 10, I got scared, knowing that it's wrong in the eyes of God, but it's not something I had control over, you know? I don't know if I should talk to a pastor because I'm okay by being accepted by society, but I'm scared of not being accepted by God. Maybe it's a phase since I don't see myself being married to a woman. I think you should tell your therapist or talk to someone you trust about your religious views since that seems to be the reason why you're not happy about your sexual orientation. I wish you the best, darling