Hi there. I just wanted to reply to your post. I truly understand how you feel. I am in a relationship with by boyfriend who is Bipolar and Schitzophrenic. It is very difficult for me to deal with as I myself am Bipolar. I am trying to be understanding and show empanthy because I know what it's like to live with a mental illness, but enough is enough.. I am giving him one more chance and that's it. I am too old and sensitive to play head games and deal with drama. We used to live under the same roof as we were roommates in a house together. Somehow we got together and it went good for 2 months. Then I had to leave because of problems with the manager and we haven't been intimate since 2 month ago and he acts like he doesn't even want it. It makes me feel worthless and unwanted and unneeded. I know the right thing to do is to end it with him for good. It would be sure one less problem in my problambic life. But when he calls I jump and run to him like an idiot. I feel so disgusted with myself and want to make a clean brake.